Maya lived in the ceaseless glow of screens, her days stitched together by deadlines and client calls, her nights consumed by the ritual of self-curation. She sculpted herself into fragments: reels spliced to match fleeting trends, captions trimmed for maximum reach, her essence fed to the algorithm’s insatiable eye. Her reflection in the mirror was no longer her own—it was a product, polished for consumption, always one filter away from perfection.
Her phone was both talisman and tether. Each notification pulsed like a phantom heartbeat—every “like” a fleeting high, every dip in engagement a hollow ache that echoed through her empty apartment. She told herself this was empowerment, a narrative crafted post by post, hashtag by hashtag. But beneath the surface, she knew: her joy was hostage to metrics she could never command. This was Anya-Rājya—rule by others’ whims—though she had no name for it yet. The world dictated her worth, and she danced to its invisible strings.
Her body whispered rebellion: the knot in her chest before refreshing stats, the sting in her eyes from endless edits, the ache of isolation in a world saturated with connection but devoid of touch. Friends were followers; intimacy was a comment thread. Sleep came in fragments, haunted by the fear of irrelevance.
Then came the rupture. A call from her grandmother—Nana—crackled through weak reception, her voice frail yet insistent. “Come to the village,” Nana urged. “The cottage needs you. And perhaps you need it more.”
Maya hesitated, thumbs hovering over her calendar app, heavy with deadlines and sponsored posts. What about her audience? Her momentum? The algorithm would punish her absence. Yet exhaustion outbid ambition, a bone-deep weariness that no energy drink could cure. She packed her charger as though it were a holy relic, tossed in a few outfits optimized for aesthetics, and drove until the bars of reception thinned into silence, the city’s hum fading into rural whispers.
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The cottage crouched in a valley where Wi-Fi dissolved into myth, where time was measured by the sun’s arc and the wind’s sigh through ancient banyan trees. Her phone blinked its mockery: No Service. Panic surged—missed collabs, unseen stories, momentum slipping like sand through her fingers. She imagined her followers drifting away, her profile gathering digital dust. But Nana welcomed her with an embrace that smelled of turmeric and earth, and handed her a woven basket filled with tools.
“Start with the weeds,” she said, her eyes glinting with unspoken wisdom, her wrinkled hands gesturing to the overgrown garden.
Maya’s manicured nails scraped at stubborn roots, dirt embedding under them like forbidden ink. Her back protested with sharp twinges, sweat streaked her temples, ruining her makeup. She muttered curses under her breath, glancing at her lifeless phone propped against a rock. “I could be editing right now, going viral.” Yet the earth pulsed beneath her fingertips, cool and alive, unfiltered and unapologetic. Worms wriggled across her palms; she recoiled at first, then stilled, sensing the soil’s raw insistence. The scent of loam filled her lungs, grounding her in a way no Instagram filter could replicate. For a moment, the knot in her chest loosened.
Still, doubt lingered like a shadow. Was this retreat or surrender? A temporary escape, or the end of her carefully curated empire?
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That evening, as fireflies danced in the twilight, Nana led her to the loom. Its wooden frame bore scars from generations of hands—scratches from hurried fingers, polished grooves from patient ones. Maya fumbled with the shuttle, threads knotting into chaos, her frustration mounting like a bad edit.
“Patience, beti,” Nana murmured, her voice a soothing rhythm against the creak of the loom. Her own fingers moved with unhurried grace, as if coaxing secrets from the yarn. “We weave not just cloth, but ourselves. This loom came from my mother’s village in Bengal, passed down during the Partition when we fled with nothing but our skills and stories.”
Maya yanked at a knot, scowling. “Stories? Nana, my stories reach thousands online. This feels… pointless. Slow.”
Nana chuckled softly, her eyes distant as she recalled. “Ah, but those are borrowed threads, pulled by strangers’ fingers. Remember the Upaniṣads we read during Diwali nights? Ātma-ratiḥ, ātma-krīḍaḥ—He who delights in the Self becomes sovereign, svarāj. But those who chase outer joys live under other kings, anya-rājāḥ.”
Nana once quoted from the Chāndogya Upaniṣad (7.25.2.1–2):
Ātma-ratiḥ, ātma-krīḍaḥ, ātma-mithunaḥ, ātma-ānandaḥ —
He who delights in the Self, plays in the Self, unites with the Self, rejoices in the Self —
he becomes sovereign (svarāj).
In all worlds he moves as he wills.
But those who know otherwise —
they live under other kings (anya-rājāḥ).
Their worlds are perishable,
and they cannot move as they will.
“Why bring up old verses now?” Maya asked, her hands pausing. “My life’s fine—successful, even.”
Nana guided Maya’s fingers to untangle the yarn. “Because I once chased the city’s lights too, after Independence. Worked in mills, weaving for factories, not for joy. It broke me—dependence on bosses, on machines. Anya-rājya stole my spirit until I returned here, to the soil and shuttle. Sovereignty isn’t in crowds, Maya. It’s here.” She pressed the thread into the warp. “One fiber at a time. Try again.”
Reluctantly, Maya followed, the shuttle gliding smoother under Nana’s watchful eye. “It’s frustrating,” she admitted.
“That’s the start,” Nana replied. “Frustration weaves strength.”
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Temptation struck in the dark, under a moonless sky. Phone in hand, Maya hiked up the hill, thorns snagging her clothes, until a single bar of signal bloomed like a forbidden fruit. The screen erupted—missed opportunities, slipping followers, urgent emails demanding her return. Her thumb hovered over a draft reel, polished and performative, ready to reclaim her throne.
But then—stars. Cold, ancient, unbothered by algorithms or trends. Their vast indifference mocked the glow of her screen, making her feel small yet strangely free. Nana’s verse replayed in her mind, a mantra against the chaos. With a breath that felt like defiance, Maya powered the phone off, the silence rushing in like a wave. She returned to the loom, weaving through the night, each shuttle pass a rebellion, each knot a declaration of independence. The fabric grew under her hands, imperfect but hers.
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Weeks blurred into monsoon rhythms. Calluses roughened Maya’s palms as she and Nana worked side by side—gardening by day, weaving by lantern light. One rainy afternoon, as thunder rolled, Maya struggled with a complex pattern.
“Why this design?” she asked, wiping rain from her brow.
Nana smiled, tracing the motif. “It’s from our family’s kolam traditions—rice flour patterns for festivals, but in thread. Each loop honors Lakshmi, goddess of prosperity from within, not without.”
“It’s beautiful,” Maya said, her voice softening. “Teach me more.”
As rain pattered on the roof, Nana shared snippets: “During Navratri, we danced garba around looms like this, weaving community. But true dance is in the self—ātma-mithunaḥ, union within. Ātma-ānandaḥ, the bliss that sustains.”
Maya nodded, her shuttle moving with growing confidence. Laughter echoed as she botched a knot, Nana teasing gently. “See? Imperfection is the spice.”
These were no longer abstractions. They lived in crooked garden rows under rains, in scarves with knots like festival lights—each a testament to resilience.
One afternoon, a stray signal pierced the valley like an intruder. An email chimed—clients pulling at her old world, offering deals that once would have thrilled her. “Just one post,” temptation whispered, her fingers itching for the familiar scroll. But her gaze fell upon the garden, its tomatoes ripening in their own time, storm or no storm, independent of likes or shares. She closed the inbox, the decision a quiet victory.
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When she finally reconnected, her feed changed—not by force, but by choice. No more manicured edits, no frantic hunts for virality. Instead, raw glimpses: mud-streaked hands lifting carrots, scarves unraveling into new patterns, stories of slow growth. Followers plummeted; comments bit like thorns. “Where’s the glam? This isn’t you.” “You’ve lost your spark—unfollowing.”
But new voices rose, tentative at first, then fervent: “Your garden gave me courage to plant my own—thank you for the realness.” “That weave reminds me to embrace flaws; it’s inspiring in a world of perfection.”
For the first time, Maya smiled not at numbers but at the fruit of her soil, the warmth of a scarf imperfectly woven, the sovereignty of a joy unborrowed. The metrics no longer ruled her; she ruled them.
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The world beyond still tugged, its seductions intact—the buzz of the city, the allure of easy validation. Maya knew it awaited, with its intoxicating dependencies and fleeting highs. But something within had shifted irrevocably. She now carried ratiḥ and ānandaḥ as compass and shield, guiding her through any storm.
She was no longer captive to anya-rājya. Within her, a loom hummed eternally, weaving svarāj into being— a sovereignty unshaken by storms, unbroken by silence, resilient as thread pulled taut yet unyielding, a tapestry of self that no algorithm could unravel.
The Modern Relevance
When the Upaniṣad says the slave lives in perishable worlds, it speaks directly to our times:
• Fossil fuel dependency is a perishable world.
• Algorithm-driven attention is a perishable world.
• Tariff wars, sanctions, and debt traps are perishable worlds.
Only when sovereignty is rooted inward — in sustainable Self-rule — do we escape fragility and enter freedom.


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